Another Xmas Survived
YearningI spent this xmas at a most unusal place. Lyle's. Many would consider my choice to spend it here idiotic and setting myself up for heart ache. I have to agree to a point, but i believe its worth it. I've smiled more, and felt more cofort in the last two weeks than i have in the last two months, but at the moment i dont really feel it. At times he's great, supporting, accepting and all that. but earlier tonight i didnt feel welcome, i didnt feel loved. He tried to hide something from me, about Celina. I didnt appretiate it and i let him know it. He appoligized. But i dont think he realizes that its the first strike against him. I have set a limit to Three, for i have to be fair, both to him and myself. He wants to get back together he has to be honest and faithful. because thats what i will be. its not too much to ask.. demand in a relationship. im not going to ask or go looking for what he did while we were apart, but if it comes up like a picture found from that time, i dont want him to hide it or lie. I hope it will work out...
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The Cost of LoveFor all the mistakes I have ever made, This is the deepest price I have ever paid.The Cost of Love
For all the days spent by your side, I forgive the times you have lied.
For all the nights spent in your arms, I wish to forgive our false alarms.
For all my actions I regret, i wish to talk without becoming upset.
For all the mistakes I have ever made, This is the most painful price i have ever paid.
For all the times I have gotten mad, I wish you to remember you were all I had.
For all your actions you so deeply regret, I wish you to know I
by ~nohopethissideofdeat
AliveThe trapped soul living inside,Alive
Hardly breathing and Barely alive, sing and scream with all you might. Dark dreary day and oh so, Notorious night, Rack my remains and Spread my delights.
Leeching stains across the land, my drying teardrops main man.
What noise so loud or deafening dumb, changes you mind and causes the heart to numb?
What pain finally admits to the pitch black pits in your soul, and every sorry sense so old?
The picketed pockets of you porous heart pour out as i give start...
The Chase is on, the race has daw
by ~nohopethissideofdeat
Contrasting ContextYou are like a Dream, My femme fatal. You are like a Dream, A nightmare from Hell. Chasing Day, Trailing Night. Thoughts as different as Black and White. Paradoxal Lies, Oxymoral Invites. Righting Wrongs, and Wronging Rights. You are like a Dream, A femme fatal. You are like a Dream, My Nightmare from Hell. Tears of Joy, Fake Smiles. Broken HeartsContrasting Context
by ~nohopethissideofdeat
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"Hey Look over there, Whats that??"
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"what dark spot...
GAh I CANT SEE THE DARK"
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We've roamed the wild country
My beautiful yellow eyes,
Side by side we've hunted
Shadows dancing on northern skies.
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"Hey Look over there, Whats that??"
"whats what? where?"
"over there, in that dark spot"
"what dark spot...
GAh I CANT SEE THE DARK"
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We've roamed the wild country
My beautiful yellow eyes,
Side by side we've hunted
Shadows dancing on northern skies.
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