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The Cost of Love by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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The Cost of Love

For all the mistakes I have ever made, This is the deepest price I have ever paid. For all the days spent by your side, I forgive the times you have lied. For all the nights spent in your arms, I wish to forgive our false alarms. For all my actions I regret, i wish to talk without becoming upset. For all the mistakes I have ever made, This is the most painful price i have ever paid. For all the times I have gotten mad, I wish you to remember you were all I had. For all your actions you so deeply regret, I wish you to know I will forgive and forget. For all the times we ever fought, I wish you would count the times we did not.

Alive by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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Alive

The trapped soul living inside, Hardly breathing and Barely alive, sing and scream with all you might. Dark dreary day and oh so, Notorious night, Rack my remains and Spread my delights. Leeching stains across the land, my drying teardrops main man. What noise so loud or deafening dumb, changes you mind and causes the heart to numb? What pain finally admits to the pitch black pits in your soul, and every sorry sense so old? The picketed pockets of you porous heart pour out as i give start... The Chase is on, the race has dawned; no beauty nor art prevails. I hide my face and turn away as my strength finally falters and fail

Contrasting Context by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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Contrasting Context

You are like a Dream, My femme fatal. You are like a Dream, A nightmare from Hell. Chasing Day, Trailing Night. Thoughts as different as Black and White. Paradoxal Lies, Oxymoral Invites. Righting Wrongs, and Wronging Rights. You are like a Dream, A femme fatal. You are like a Dream, My Nightmare from Hell. Tears of Joy, Fake Smiles. Broken Hearts and Blasphomous Trials.

Never Alone by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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Never Alone

I hear the silent tear fall down your cheek. I see your heartbeat grow steadily weak. I smell scents that tell the answers I seek. As your blood flows on to the floor, I wish you pain no more. My eyes tell the tale of why your skin is so pale. Just the sight of the red-stained blade has caused all happy memories to fade. With your last dying breath, You say "I love you"; now i know you can rest. Slowly my mind does realize, You're not coming back... That's when I cry. Sitting, Mourning; Tears down my face... I pick up the blade, And join you in has

Lost Within You by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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Lost Within You

Deep within me i feel the need, the want, the rage. I feel It, calling, begging.. demanding the attention that i will give It, so very soon. It wants me, but It already has me. It shows me who i am; As i smell It, as i taste It, as i feel It.. The first time: I just dont remember. i dont remember if It was there when i was born.. i knew It was there as i grew up. i know It is with me now... but i just dont remember the first time i met It... I guess i never did meet It.. It was always just.. there. The second time: I cannot count the times i have rendez-vous-ed with It. But i do remember how i felt... how i felt with It flowin

Broken Betrothed by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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Broken Betrothed

The Cold heartless embrace Limp arms around my waist. Barely touching my burning sides, Many fond memories quickly arise. Begging a fool-hearted kiss, Then you touch my searing lips. Cool contrast shockes my tounge, as your lips become undone. Vacant eyes stare up to me, 'Lifeless gaze, pleading to be free. Such an empty frozen sight: Wasted love, forgoten might. So many memories slip away Our broken hearts lay in wake. Falling hand upon my thigh... Evil glint in my eye. Even your frozen touch cannot erase what is too much, but it will definatly aid, with the mistakes that were made. As I let my hand slide down, 'Coulda s

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Go, Forget Me by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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Go, Forget Me

You will understand one day... One day, far from here you will see... It is the best thing, the best way... Go, Forget Me. You prove that you are not Blind... You will not let me... You are a true friend; so vary kind... Yet, Go Forget Me. A random word of bitterness, allows me to see... How much you care; How much of you i will miss.. When You Go Forget Me. Everyday I see Your pain; your endless sorrow... And you suffer because you care; just let me be. Your pain wont be there tomorrow... If you Go Forget Me. ..If you do, a giant part of me will die.. but now I see... How much comfort you will never have; Dont lie... Just

Evil by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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Evil

The Darkness swarms before my varied vision. Death standing before me; Glaring with precision. An unknown hand reaches out before me... A scarred, deeply pained face is all that I see... I grasp the hand and ask the question... An unknown name was all that was mentioned. I glance to the face then start to feel... A Fear...of the unknown...The unreal. The unknown name, I subcosiously know... Lusifur...The Dark One? Mammon...His son? Satan...Devil..they all are the same... They all are Evil; Just with a name. Which's hand did I happen to take? Let no one find out....for thier own sake.

What If? by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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What If?

I collapse to my knees, and look up at you... you glance at me, and ask what you can do... I answer with a look, and a tear down my cheek... You glare for a bit not believing that i am so weak... You choose to turn and walk away... Deciding to leave your problems with me for another day... What if that Day is never to come? What if the day before is never to be done? What if that Day is the day after... I slit my wrists and die in laughter.

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I Remember by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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I Remember

I remember your warm loving embrace... On my lips....I remember how you taste. I remember your soft caring touch. Fuck I miss you so damn much. I remember how I feel... about every kiss you steal... I remember how I am, when im with you... around them. I remember how you never leave my mind. I think of you constantly; all the time. I remember the soft feel of your skin... Every time I think of you I cant help but grin I remember how much I love you... I remember you love me too I just cant help but to sigh, N is less that 3 I.

To join you, my love by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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To join you, my love

I hear the silent tear fall down your cheek. I see your heartbeat grow steadly weak. i smell scents that tell the answers i seek as your blood flows onto the floor, i wish you pain no more. as my eyes tell the tale, of why your skin's so pale. just the sightof the red-stained blade, has caused all happy memories to fade. with your last, breath, you say "i love you"... now i know you can rest. Slowly my mind does realize, youre not coming back; thats when i start to cry. Sitting mourning; tears down my face... then i pick up the blade and join you with haste.

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All Alone by nohopethissideofdeat, literature

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All Alone

All alone in this world of my own. I sadly stare at empty air. She's not here Ill run away from you today. Too true to be hurt by you. She's not here i hear the past its here at last to take me home. but home is where you feel safe, where you feel welcome. She's not here i have no home. yet again i stare into empty air hoping she will appear. Yet again, still, she is not here. silently inside of me i shed a single tear for i know i shant be seeing her and that is my greatest fear

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One last ... by cloaked-life, literature

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One last ...

One last wave gracing the sand One last grasp on the dying hand one last cloud across the sky one last glance into your eyes One last shooting star above one last shattered belief in love one last drop of blood that falls one last try to give my all one last howl to the moon one last dance around the room one last kiss on the lips one last sway of her hips one last scream from my throat one last thought, a mental note one last fallen tear in class one last heartache come to pass one last breaking of my heart one last soul being torn apart one last razor starting to bend one last pill to bring the end

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Current Residence: NB, Canada
Favourite genre of music: Anything not opera
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Favourite style of art: ...whaa??
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Skin of choice: as long as its dark..
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie
Personal Quote: "The Sky" or.."a Lot of truth is said in jest"

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....anything really messed up

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...um....lots...The stand, The craft

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...um....no idea

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oh gawd...so many...

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Spore - its addicting

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nohopethissideofdeat

Dec 27, 2008

Another Xmas Survived

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So, I rant: I spent this xmas at a most unusal place. Lyle's. Many would consider my choice to spend it here idiotic and setting myself up for heart ache. I have to agree to a point, but i believe its worth it. I've smiled more, and felt more cofort in the last two weeks than i have in the last two months, but at the moment i dont really feel it. At times he's great, supporting, accepting and all that. but earlier tonight i didnt feel welcome, i didnt feel loved. He tried to hide something from me, about Celina. I didnt appretiate it and i let him know it. He appoligized. But i dont think he realizes that its the first strike against him. I

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nohopethissideofdeat

Dec 4, 2008

A Ranting Update

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So, I just finished applying to the university of my dreams and there is no good reason why I should be denied it... Plus i have been granted the 1st four years completely paid for. I have also been accepted to gain a degree at RMC thru ROTP. In layman's terms: Join the military. They are offering me to become an Intellegance officer. they will pay me a salery in the summer and pay me $20000 per year to go to school at RMC. Most people... would give  a limb to have either oppertunity... however i quit seeing it as an oppertunity a while ago.. now its down to options... where i should go... where will i enjoy the next section of my life.... th

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nohopethissideofdeat

Jun 13, 2008

New Chapter

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So, here i sit, listenign to my mom pack... it's been along time since i blogged here, but i  might as well use it sometiem right? now.. for the news...so much has happend, life is like that i guess. well i have my job a the local zoo again, 40 hrs a week over minimum wage, its nice... plus itll keep me fit.. but since then mom and i have decieded to go our separate ways... shes moving across the country while i stay here and finish school. She'll be back for grad... but other than that its my support system and me.... This all snuck up on me rather quickly and thus it was sorta a shock... i dotn usually use alcohol as aid for emotional issue